I'm so smart, I'm practically retarded.. ^^

Hold heart, don't beat so loud,
For me keep your calm, as he walks out on you.
No, tears, don't you come out,
If you blind me now, I'm defeated.
No lips, don't make a sound,
Don't let him hear the break in your voice.
Hand, let go of his with ease and grace,
Don't let him bleed under your nails.
Oh lord, take off thy crown,
You're my king no more with that merciless heart.

Hold heart, don't beat so loud,
For me keep your calm, lest he walks out on you.
No, tears, don't you come out,
If you blind me now, I am defeated.

Emiliana Torrini

Okay, now. As a teenager, I have all kind of problems.

And these problems, happen to everyone..
You have these two people deeply in love with you and you have no idea whom to choose..
There's this guy, that I'm currently dating, he's sweet and stuff..
But I fear the fact that he's using me for doing more than kissing, and I'm not ready for that yet.
I'm 14. And I am not going to lose my virginity before the age of 16.
And he's my friend's X..

And there is this girl.. She's kind and sweet, like the guy..
But she's only interested in a secret relationship because nobody can now that she has feelings for the same sex..
She has stabbed me in the back.. But it's the past.. Should I let go and just. Go for it?

Need your advice..!

The teenager with a split heart says bye..

[FromIcelandSoExcuseMyEnglish]

[[np; Dancing Shoes - Arctic Monkeys]]

Indeed, I do belive this is my first blog, so here it goes.
Hello, my name is Elva Líf, you call me Elva.
Elva means river. Líf means life.
I am 14 years old and I live in Iceland so I may do some incorrect spellings.
I like photographing and writing song lyrics and poems.
I also like to paint.
I do not show my lyrics, poems or paintings to anyone.
I hate skinheads and racists.
I do not judge people I don't know.
I practice the piano.

Next year I intend to start taking guitar lessons.
My taste in music is quite strange, I listen to music, very few others listen to here in Iceland.
Although my favourite band is Slipknot.
My favourite female singer has to be Emilie Autumn, Björk or Emiliana Torrini.
My fav male singer? Marilyn Manson and Serj Tankian. [And ofcource Corey Taylor]
As you can see I listen to alot of metal.

The Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Big Fish, Edward Scissorhands and lots of more are my favourite movies, and as you can see I love Tim Burton.

School is my enemy.
I belive the teachers in my school have decided to give me low grades, I do not belive I'm this stupid.

Weeell, this is me, don't like me.. I don't care.
But if you do, that's always very nice. ^^,

Five songs that changed my life

5. Everlong - Foo fighters.
- I just love this song and it just speaks to me, honestly.

4. My immortal - Evanescence.
- I adore this one, Evanescence's best song.

3. I never got to tell you what i wanted to - Juliette and the licks.
- I fell in love with my best friend, and never got to tell him..

2. Purity - Slipknot.
- This is a song about Purity Knight, a girl that was buried alive. She had a stalker that wanted her just for himself.. So he buried her.

1. Dancing - Elisa.
- The best song I have ever heard. It reminds my of this girl I love. And Elisa's voice is simply amazing, when she hits that high note. I get high.

[Sorry if I didn't spell some words right,
I use the fact that I'm from Iceland as an excuse]

Blog for this group.

5. Everlong - Foo fighters.
- I just love this song and it just speaks to me, honestly.

4. My immortal - Evanescence.
- I adore this one, Evanescence's best song.

3. I never got to tell you what i wanted to - Juliette and the licks.
- I fell in love with my best friend, and never got to tell him..

2. Purity - Slipknot.
- This is a song about Purity Knight, a girl that was buried alive. She had a stalker that wanted her just for himself.. So he buried her.

1. Dancing - Elisa.
- The best song I have ever heard. It reminds my of this girl I love. And Elisa's voice is simply amazing, when she hits that high note. I get high.

[Sorry if I didn't spell some words right,
I use the fact that I'm from Iceland as an excuse]